hhmm....

i was reading "pesan dari bintang". its been quite a long time for me to not read such novel, chicklit (or teenlit?).

we, girls-when we close to some guy, like the main character of this novel- often suddenly realize something on a guy that we never really realize before, while in fact he is someone that close to us, like our friend. you know, something like: he smells good. right?? and just by realize it, the whole world around him seems fades away, we can only see him. our heart beats faster and faster, we cant breath properly, our face felt warmer, and somehow, we can hear some music that we don't know where it comes from.

it also happened to me. i never really payed attention until i realized that: 

1. hhmmm....he smelled good, so good... unlike me who allergic to alcohol (or any other element from a perfume that makes my body itchy). he smelled so fresh. always came early in the morning with his wet look hair (i didn't know was that because he had just had his hair shampooed or because he put hair gel).
2. he had a rough hand. many people thought that it was good if someone had a smooth hand, but i preferred rough hand. rough hand meant that he was a hard worker and not afraid to do physical and dirty work. i didn't know weather he often washes his laundry with his hands or because he uses sand paper.
   
3. he was good in fighting (this is the most tempting thing from him, yes, I'm like that Robin girl from the show How I Met Your Mother, we love boy who can fight). while from his looks, he didn't look like one.
   
4. he treated me like a lady. even though he always called me bro and talked to me like i was  a boy, but one day i just realized that he actually treated me like a lady, which by the way if other people did it will make me feel underestimated. i hated him with his hypnotize and his persuasion.
   
5. every body always listened to him. he was such a good leader.
   

fuck!!! he had a girl friend!!

of course...